Thank you, guys.
Neverending support from you all has kept me alive these past few days.
And for that, I wanna say thank you.
To An-An, for our simple yet reminiscent MSN-sessions. Hurry back, bro.
To Renata, Andrew, Dickson, Brian, for their endless encouraging smiles and sincere company at times of necessity.
To Adeline, Caroline, Frederick, Lina, Natassa Dea, Richard, for their ever-present availability and all the silly laughs they've shared together with me.
To Mia, for the late-night calls and conversations.
To Bu Yenny, for the kind acknowledgement.
To Cvn, for being there as my brother all the way. I'm sorry, bro.
To *piip*, for showing me how to bleed, and cry, and realize.
To Ton-Ton, for being supportive.
To each and everyone of you who reads this post and understands.
And not to forget my huge huge thankfulness to Syaharani and Norah Jones for keeping me company with their comforting songs and soothing lyrics.
Thank you so much, dear friends.
I couldn't have made it through without you all.
Have a nice week! =)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
...giving up...
I give up.
This is going nowhere.
My heart is now broken beyond repair. And nobody even seem to care.
Even all those people I used to run to whenever problems arise seem to have left me alone now to fight on my own.
Oh, well.
Reality bites.
Wish me luck on this fuckin-'crazy tryouts week guys.
This is going nowhere.
My heart is now broken beyond repair. And nobody even seem to care.
Even all those people I used to run to whenever problems arise seem to have left me alone now to fight on my own.
Oh, well.
Reality bites.
Wish me luck on this fuckin-'crazy tryouts week guys.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
...about work...
Here is my massively neverending to-do list for this hectic week:
1. Start compiling yearbook pollings with Andre and Andrew
2. Make sure all the names of group-photographs are in by tomorrow *shrugs*
3. Take turns in shifts supervising photo-sessions of juniors
4. Prepare for the upcoming tryouts [baca: no afterschool starbucks or movies or internet surfing or shopping] *sobs*
5. Keep my consistently failing Maths score above the SKBM
6. Follow-up interviews for column *scratches head*
7. Do a survey to Plaza Indonesia and Senayan City for column [guilty pleasure mode ON]
8. Attend Tar-Q2's theater play for column [Friday night, finally]
9. Finish all articles before column deadline [March13]
10. College-stuff? Awfully left behind *sighs*
11. Attend yearbook meeting in every lunchbreak
CliffNotes' Version?
This week is going to kill me.
*sighs again*
Oh, well.
Just try and have fun while you can, guys. Don't wanna end up like me, do you?
Trust me, catching-ups will never be fun.
1. Start compiling yearbook pollings with Andre and Andrew
2. Make sure all the names of group-photographs are in by tomorrow *shrugs*
3. Take turns in shifts supervising photo-sessions of juniors
4. Prepare for the upcoming tryouts [baca: no afterschool starbucks or movies or internet surfing or shopping] *sobs*
5. Keep my consistently failing Maths score above the SKBM
6. Follow-up interviews for column *scratches head*
7. Do a survey to Plaza Indonesia and Senayan City for column [guilty pleasure mode ON]
8. Attend Tar-Q2's theater play for column [Friday night, finally]
9. Finish all articles before column deadline [March13]
10. College-stuff? Awfully left behind *sighs*
11. Attend yearbook meeting in every lunchbreak
CliffNotes' Version?
This week is going to kill me.
*sighs again*
Oh, well.
Just try and have fun while you can, guys. Don't wanna end up like me, do you?
Trust me, catching-ups will never be fun.
Monday, March 05, 2007
...feeling like it...
I totally need a break.
Everytime I start thinking of seriously getting a REAL, insightful, serious way of living for the tryouts and exams are, like, coming nearer by the second, I fail desperately.
You see, the mindset is unmoved. I keep putting the term 'having fun' as the very first priority on my neverending to-do list though I know I should've stopped.
The obligations are killing me. Yearbook. Prom. Not to mention all the study sessions I'm bound to attend and those complicated college-plannings I have to get done by next month.
Huff. Whatever. I'm so tired right now.
Have a nice week, guys. *sighs* I wish I could have one peaceful week just for myself.
Wish me luck on the upcoming tryouts.
Everytime I start thinking of seriously getting a REAL, insightful, serious way of living for the tryouts and exams are, like, coming nearer by the second, I fail desperately.
You see, the mindset is unmoved. I keep putting the term 'having fun' as the very first priority on my neverending to-do list though I know I should've stopped.
The obligations are killing me. Yearbook. Prom. Not to mention all the study sessions I'm bound to attend and those complicated college-plannings I have to get done by next month.
Huff. Whatever. I'm so tired right now.
Have a nice week, guys. *sighs* I wish I could have one peaceful week just for myself.
Wish me luck on the upcoming tryouts.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
...another chain-blogging
1. Do you like strawberries?
/ yea /
2.What is your name?
/ jj /
3. When was your first love?
/ 6th grade i think //
4. What grade are you in?
// yr-12 //
5. Have you ever been abroad?
/ yup /
6. Are you always online?
/ no! wish i could >_< /
7. Have you ever seen the sound of music?
// of course! who haven't? //
8. Do you play basketball?
// used to //
9. Is your favorite color orange?
// nope //
10. Do you know someone named Emily?
// nope //
11. Are you bored?
// more like hurt //
12. Do you like hip hop or rock better?
// rock emo //
13. Do you enjoy eating ice cream?
// YES!! //
14. Do you have more than 3 emails?
// yup //
15. Do you believe in God?
// of course i do //
17. Have you ever bang your head against a wall?
// er.. yea //
18. Is your favorite subject in school math?
// NEVER!! *throws up* //
19. Do you enjoy peanuts?
// i enjoy chocolate better //
20. Have you ever been on a plane?
// yea //
21. Do you like Ashlee or Jessica
/ ashlee simpson, though her face looks deformed now >_< oh well //
22. have you ever in Bali?
// yea //
23. Have you ever been camping?
// yea //
24. Have you ever used the phrase,
"What's up homeslice?"
// ewwww //
25. Do you have a crush on someone?
at the moment?
// *piip!* //
26. Are you in love?
// yea.. hix.. //
27. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
// i do //
28. Do you believe in fortune tellers?
// sumtimes //
29. Are you a normal person?
//hahaha //
30. Do you have the ambition to become
a doctor?
//nope //
31. Did you ever eat sushi?
// i'm so in love with sushi //
32. What time is it?
// 8:24 pm //
33.What is today's date?
// 24 feb //
34. When was the last time you took a
shower?
// around six //
35. whats your plan this weekend?
// staying at home doing revision on sociology *sighs* //
36. Do you listen to music slow?
// yap //
37. Do you eat breakfast?
// yea //
38. Have you ever spent the entire day
watching Animal Planet?
// ha? //
39.how many of shirt do you have ?
// lotsa them //
40. Did you ever ride a horse before?
// yea //
41. Do you have AOL, Msn,
Comcast,NetZero, or PeoplePC?
// msn //
42. Do you know a person named Kyle?
kylee?
// no //
43. Do you like someone?
// yea //
44. How many girls do you have on your
buddy list?
// lost count //
45. Have you ever been broken hearted?
// hahahaha //
46. How many times have you seen She's
All That?
// haven't seen it //
47. Have you ever watched Bring It On?
// yea! //
48. Do scary movies scare you?
// sumtimes //
49. Is your favorite store spencers?
// no, more like zara! //
50. Do you have more than 100 people on
your contacts?
// more n more //
51. What is your cell phone?
// my stupid motorazr //
52. Do you know your IQ?
// yup //
53. Are you intelligent?
// me-nu-rut-lu? //
54. Do you think social
studies /history is a waste of time?
// no //
55. Do you have a pet in your house?
// yes //
56. Do you have a cell phone?
// haduh, retoris //
57. Do you have a lot of friends?
// yea //
58. Have you been to another country
before?
// yes //
59. Do you hate someone?
// maybe //
60. What is your personal msg?
// ..and it's hurting me so.. //
/ yea /
2.What is your name?
/ jj /
3. When was your first love?
/ 6th grade i think //
4. What grade are you in?
// yr-12 //
5. Have you ever been abroad?
/ yup /
6. Are you always online?
/ no! wish i could >_< /
7. Have you ever seen the sound of music?
// of course! who haven't? //
8. Do you play basketball?
// used to //
9. Is your favorite color orange?
// nope //
10. Do you know someone named Emily?
// nope //
11. Are you bored?
// more like hurt //
12. Do you like hip hop or rock better?
// rock emo //
13. Do you enjoy eating ice cream?
// YES!! //
14. Do you have more than 3 emails?
// yup //
15. Do you believe in God?
// of course i do //
17. Have you ever bang your head against a wall?
// er.. yea //
18. Is your favorite subject in school math?
// NEVER!! *throws up* //
19. Do you enjoy peanuts?
// i enjoy chocolate better //
20. Have you ever been on a plane?
// yea //
21. Do you like Ashlee or Jessica
/ ashlee simpson, though her face looks deformed now >_< oh well //
22. have you ever in Bali?
// yea //
23. Have you ever been camping?
// yea //
24. Have you ever used the phrase,
"What's up homeslice?"
// ewwww //
25. Do you have a crush on someone?
at the moment?
// *piip!* //
26. Are you in love?
// yea.. hix.. //
27. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
// i do //
28. Do you believe in fortune tellers?
// sumtimes //
29. Are you a normal person?
//hahaha //
30. Do you have the ambition to become
a doctor?
//nope //
31. Did you ever eat sushi?
// i'm so in love with sushi //
32. What time is it?
// 8:24 pm //
33.What is today's date?
// 24 feb //
34. When was the last time you took a
shower?
// around six //
35. whats your plan this weekend?
// staying at home doing revision on sociology *sighs* //
36. Do you listen to music slow?
// yap //
37. Do you eat breakfast?
// yea //
38. Have you ever spent the entire day
watching Animal Planet?
// ha? //
39.how many of shirt do you have ?
// lotsa them //
40. Did you ever ride a horse before?
// yea //
41. Do you have AOL, Msn,
Comcast,NetZero, or PeoplePC?
// msn //
42. Do you know a person named Kyle?
kylee?
// no //
43. Do you like someone?
// yea //
44. How many girls do you have on your
buddy list?
// lost count //
45. Have you ever been broken hearted?
// hahahaha //
46. How many times have you seen She's
All That?
// haven't seen it //
47. Have you ever watched Bring It On?
// yea! //
48. Do scary movies scare you?
// sumtimes //
49. Is your favorite store spencers?
// no, more like zara! //
50. Do you have more than 100 people on
your contacts?
// more n more //
51. What is your cell phone?
// my stupid motorazr //
52. Do you know your IQ?
// yup //
53. Are you intelligent?
// me-nu-rut-lu? //
54. Do you think social
studies /history is a waste of time?
// no //
55. Do you have a pet in your house?
// yes //
56. Do you have a cell phone?
// haduh, retoris //
57. Do you have a lot of friends?
// yea //
58. Have you been to another country
before?
// yes //
59. Do you hate someone?
// maybe //
60. What is your personal msg?
// ..and it's hurting me so.. //
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
...haiyah!!...
...Long story short?
Valentine's Day. Chinese New Year. Lousy Blogger. That was it.
Sorry for not updating for so long. I think I like the old system of Blogger better. Dunno why, but it seems that the new version takes more time do download and thus waste more of my precious time waiting for that stupid green bar to advance. *sighs*
Anyway.
Happy Valentine, guys! Happy Chinese New Year too.. Though it's a bit late.. How's earnings this year? Hahaha.. I've spent like half of mine to shop already. Like that's gonna count for anything. *slaps myself*
The try-outs are drawing nearer, and I really don't know where to start my preparations from.
Damn assignments and revision tests that got me fully occupied.
I wanna get out and live again! *sobs* Oh, well.
Looks like I'm gonna have to say goodbye to Starbucks and malls from now on.
And, oh yeah, my TOEFL results will be out like next week. Cross your fingers, guys, and wish me luck. Please? *pleads*
I really can't wait to emigrate to Melbourne once all this chaos is done with.
Have a SPLENDID week, guys!
Luya lots =)
Valentine's Day. Chinese New Year. Lousy Blogger. That was it.
Sorry for not updating for so long. I think I like the old system of Blogger better. Dunno why, but it seems that the new version takes more time do download and thus waste more of my precious time waiting for that stupid green bar to advance. *sighs*
Anyway.
Happy Valentine, guys! Happy Chinese New Year too.. Though it's a bit late.. How's earnings this year? Hahaha.. I've spent like half of mine to shop already. Like that's gonna count for anything. *slaps myself*
The try-outs are drawing nearer, and I really don't know where to start my preparations from.
Damn assignments and revision tests that got me fully occupied.
I wanna get out and live again! *sobs* Oh, well.
Looks like I'm gonna have to say goodbye to Starbucks and malls from now on.
And, oh yeah, my TOEFL results will be out like next week. Cross your fingers, guys, and wish me luck. Please? *pleads*
I really can't wait to emigrate to Melbourne once all this chaos is done with.
Have a SPLENDID week, guys!
Luya lots =)
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