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.itrunsinthefamily.UniLodge on Lonsdale, April 19 2008
I'm gonna start today's rant by complimenting dear ol' Melbourne's kind-of-unique decision to go all hazy today, weather-ly speaking. *claps*
Nicely done. Well yeah the weather is still terribly changeable as ever, but hey, what's new to that? I'd have to admit that it's somehow nice to see something quite moderately different for a change. Cold mornings and sunny days do get boring once you get used to it, even in the very middle of Autumn. What's good is that this time the so-called change actually stays for more than like three hours, and personally I think of it as an improvement to Melbourne's usually touchy mood. So, yeah. A little bit of haze won't hurt for the day. *grins*
Anyways.
I realize that I've been so into vintage stuff lately. Talk about a predictable cash crash looming somewhere near my financial horizon. But I guess I can still manage some more *winks*. Add a matching vintage-inspired hairdo and a pair of aviator-style sunnies and I'm ready to roll, if you get what I mean. *winks* I guess I'm gonna need to make another appointment with the ever-inspiring hairdresser by the name of Jacob later this month to fix these annoying side outliers. *plucks at hair exasperatedly*
My exam timetables are out, and now I can breathe out a sigh of relief. I'm gonna have one paper to sit on the 10th of June and two papers on the 23rd of June, which leaves me with a two-week break in between. That means I can go to Michael Buble's concert on the 19th of June with peace. Almost, IF I can make the best use of the break and study my arse off. And perhaps fly home earlier, if in the end I decide to do so. *scratches head*
Ah. How I miss high school even more now. *sighs*
At least during high school I didn't have to worry about varying exam timetables as the exam times were always set out uniformly across the batch. I didn't have to spare some time looking for plane tickets to go home; not that I even want to do so now anyway. I didn't have to rush through and make endless summaries since the teachers would always give us highschoolers REALLY obvious hints to help us succeed in the exams, though they would most certainly deny that they had in fact given us the clues in the first place afterwards, so we got to receive all the credit for passing the exams with flying colors *laughs*.
And, most importantly of all, I didn't have to worry of going through all the hardships along, because I used to be a part of a very strong support system when I was in high school. A very strong and solid support system that mainly consisted of Adeline, Frederick, Lina, Dea, Renata, Richard, and myself. as well as some other treasured friends. Everytime a problem arose, we would always join forces and face it bravely, together.
Now I feel like I have to go through each and every day just looking for something solid to hold on to whenever a wave of troubles come flying past, just because the support system is gone. What used to be an essential part of my life is now distant and obsolete. It's part of growing up, I know, yet sometimes I feel that it's unfair, how something so strong and sincere could just break down THAT easily and get swept away by time.
Yet I do believe that this is all for the better.
I believe that no matter how far they are, we will still be friends, and we'll all be reunited again, someday, somehow.
And I know that now I should stop being cheesy and get on with my life as it is.
*shakes head*
Oh well.
Feels like my moods are in a state of turmoil.
One sorrow leads to another, and I can't seem able to do anything about it.
Maybe I'm just grumpy. Or, just like I always put it; perhaps I'm experiencing some sort of a freaky male PMS period?
...Cheers.
Nicely done. Well yeah the weather is still terribly changeable as ever, but hey, what's new to that? I'd have to admit that it's somehow nice to see something quite moderately different for a change. Cold mornings and sunny days do get boring once you get used to it, even in the very middle of Autumn. What's good is that this time the so-called change actually stays for more than like three hours, and personally I think of it as an improvement to Melbourne's usually touchy mood. So, yeah. A little bit of haze won't hurt for the day. *grins*
Anyways.
I realize that I've been so into vintage stuff lately. Talk about a predictable cash crash looming somewhere near my financial horizon. But I guess I can still manage some more *winks*. Add a matching vintage-inspired hairdo and a pair of aviator-style sunnies and I'm ready to roll, if you get what I mean. *winks* I guess I'm gonna need to make another appointment with the ever-inspiring hairdresser by the name of Jacob later this month to fix these annoying side outliers. *plucks at hair exasperatedly*
My exam timetables are out, and now I can breathe out a sigh of relief. I'm gonna have one paper to sit on the 10th of June and two papers on the 23rd of June, which leaves me with a two-week break in between. That means I can go to Michael Buble's concert on the 19th of June with peace. Almost, IF I can make the best use of the break and study my arse off. And perhaps fly home earlier, if in the end I decide to do so. *scratches head*
Ah. How I miss high school even more now. *sighs*
At least during high school I didn't have to worry about varying exam timetables as the exam times were always set out uniformly across the batch. I didn't have to spare some time looking for plane tickets to go home; not that I even want to do so now anyway. I didn't have to rush through and make endless summaries since the teachers would always give us highschoolers REALLY obvious hints to help us succeed in the exams, though they would most certainly deny that they had in fact given us the clues in the first place afterwards, so we got to receive all the credit for passing the exams with flying colors *laughs*.
And, most importantly of all, I didn't have to worry of going through all the hardships along, because I used to be a part of a very strong support system when I was in high school. A very strong and solid support system that mainly consisted of Adeline, Frederick, Lina, Dea, Renata, Richard, and myself. as well as some other treasured friends. Everytime a problem arose, we would always join forces and face it bravely, together.
Now I feel like I have to go through each and every day just looking for something solid to hold on to whenever a wave of troubles come flying past, just because the support system is gone. What used to be an essential part of my life is now distant and obsolete. It's part of growing up, I know, yet sometimes I feel that it's unfair, how something so strong and sincere could just break down THAT easily and get swept away by time.
Yet I do believe that this is all for the better.
I believe that no matter how far they are, we will still be friends, and we'll all be reunited again, someday, somehow.
And I know that now I should stop being cheesy and get on with my life as it is.
*shakes head*
Oh well.
Feels like my moods are in a state of turmoil.
One sorrow leads to another, and I can't seem able to do anything about it.
Maybe I'm just grumpy. Or, just like I always put it; perhaps I'm experiencing some sort of a freaky male PMS period?
...Cheers.
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