...forget the loneliness and the sorrow...

Currently listening to: Especially For You - MYMP


Whew. Can you say RELIEF?
*lets out a long heave of breath*

My BHS1712 oral presentation is over and done with, and it went quite well, thankfully.
Well I didn't think that it was good enough since all the way through the 10 painful minutes all I did was stutter incontrollably and mix up words over and over, making myself even more incomprehensible than I already am. But maybe I was just expecting too much out of myself, and it's kinda ironic since I didn't exactly prepare for it properly to begin with. So, yeah. I'm not feeling as retarded and stupid now. *grins*

And whatever has happened to my otherwise-decent SoCal-accented English?
If you guys know me in person you should be aware that I tend to sound like an irresponsible fast-talking chatterbox when I'm speaking in English. But when I was doing my presentation this morning I sounded like a pathetic, introverted loser with no life. Dang, seems like I've lost my touch, lingo-wise. *sighs*

Anyways.
Now I'm sitting in the ever-convenient Campus Center computer lab with nothing to do till 2pm. I really don't feel like going to my MKC2210 tute later but since I'm already at uni maybe I should just get through with it and go home to catch up on my sleep later. *yawns*

I could really use a good time-out right about now.
Since last week all I've been doing is work, work, and more work. Basically I've been doing a lot of intensive socializing with my laptop, various study desks around campus, journal articles, heavy textbooks, and countless cups of late-night coffee. God knows what's gonna be left of my old sociable self after these busy days are gone.

Call me delusional, I somehow feel like with every (insufficient) sleep that I take every night, I grow even more tired when I wake up the next morning. Seems like I'm constantly feeling exhausted and worn-out. True, I still manage to fit in little bits of slight fun every now and then between piles of work (read: procrastinating sessions galore), but I can't help but feel like my academic routine is slowly sucking the life and happiness out of me.

*stretches hands wide in the air*

Drama king.
I know i'm not making any sense so I think I should stop and head to Menzies now.

Some preppy-looking kids with maroon-colored school uniforms just walked past a couple of seconds ago. They look GOOD, and so uncharacteristically preppy. Reminds me of my own retarded, preppy-kid-wannabe high-school days back in J-town.
Oh, they actually don't have preppy stuff down here in Australia, by the way. Either the style is unknown to the Australian public or that it exists with a different name. but I'm sure they've gotta have an Aussie equivalent of preppy kids, yeah? Just sayin'. *shrugs*

Oh, it's already 1.45 pm. Can't believe I just spent like half an hour typing up this crap.
Catch ya guys later. =]