...stupid, i guess...

Phew. Stupid me, ruining things up.

Ergh.

I'm jealous. Yes, I really am. Jealous of what I see, jealous because I know the person I love is no longer standing with me.

I'm jealous. I really am.

But is it wrong to cry? Is it wrong to smash my head onto the wall and die?

Why on earth do I have to smile and let everything fly?

I'm crying right now while typing this shit. With no one to wipe those tears away.

I'm alone.

Is it wrong to cry, guys?? Is it wrong to act like a fool when something goes astray and you don't want that to happen?

And is it wrong to be jealous??

God. Whatever. I just wanna let myself cry and die.

--balthazor66