...wew...

The rush. The RUSH. Gawd, I so hate myself right now.

Today has been a FABULOUS day. I don't know why the hell I am still complaining.
But the rush... Oh my god, the frikkin' sets of RUSH!!!!!! Aren't I supposed to be learning how to finally let go??? Why NOW, why the so sudden attack??
Whew. Nggak ngerti deh.

Should I just sit back and enjoy this pain?
Am I ready if those silly voices take over me once again?

Gawd this insanity is driving me crazy, AGAIN.
Somebody help me please...

--balthazor66